Gackt - Missing lyrics

machikado de mitsuketa ano koro no kimi to yoku niteiru ushiro sugata

hitogomi ni afureta toori o nukedashite

ashibaya ni oikaketeita

itsumo soba ni iru no ga atarimae to omotta ano koro ni wa

konna boku de sae aishitekureteta kimi made kizutsuketeta

"kimi o hanasanai... hanashitaku wa nai..."

ima demo todokimasu ka?

ano koro to kawaranu omoi ga...

kizutsukeru koto de shika jibun no sonzai o kanjirarenai

oroka na boku

kurayami de obieta karada o dakishimetekureta koto

wasurenai yo

kimi to hajimete deatta hi no koto o ima demo oboeteiru yo

shizuka na kaze ni kami o yurasenagara boku dake o mitsumeteta

kitto dare yori mo issho ni ireru to omotta kimi to nara

boku de sae waraeru to omotta

hanareru koto ga kore hodo tsurai koto da to

kizukanai furi shite kyou made hashiritsuzuketekita...

boku ga kiete kara nakitsuzuketeita kimi ga shinpai datta kedo

boku no shiranai dareka to yorisotte aruku kimi o mitsuketa

sukoshi otona ni natta kimi wa motto suteki ni waratteta

mou nido to kimi wa nakanai de kimi wa nakanai de

egao o misete

~English Translation~

The figure I saw from behind on the street corner looked just like you did then

I slip away from the street overflowing with crowds

And quickly chased after you

At that time, I thought that you would always be by my side

I even kept hurting you who loved me

"I won't let you go... I won't want to let you go..."

Even now, does it reach you?

The feelings that haven't changed from that time

I only felt like I existed when I was hurt

My foolish self

You held me when I was afraid of the darkness

I won't forget that

I still remember the day when I first met you

As the soft wind swung your hair, you looked just at me

You surely thought that I would be there with you more than anyone else

If I was with you, I thought that even I could smile

I didn't realize that letting go would be this painful

I pretended that and kept running until today....

You kept crying after I vanished, and I worried about you

But then I saw you walking close with someone I didn't know

You've grown up a bit, and laughed so beautifully

Never again, you won't cry again, you won't cry again

Show me your smile