From First To Last - Note To Self lyrics

Two roads split off from here

And my life goes running

In opposite directions

Exaggerating the barrier between

Who I am and who I want to be

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air

When everything smelled so insincere

But its taste still lingers in my mouth

Deceit has ways of sticking around

When I'm ready to disappear

Vacation seems far from here

Note to self: I miss you terribly

This is what we call a tragedy

Come back to me, come back to me, to me ...

I can feel my mind wondering again

Into where I don't know

And will I ever get home?

Time starts moving, faster than I can

I'm getting sick of this scene

I need to break the routine

Which part of me is lost?

I feel so close, and yet I am so far