Frenzal Rhomb - Self destructor lyrics

I've been living without a face so I can't face the day

Civil war behind my eyes I'm the only one to blame

Take a step back and run and hide

I'm looking for an enemy or a friend from deep inside

My self destruction increases my cred

I need to be real and I need to be fed

As broken as an unloved skateboard at the lost and found

As tired as a rabid dog waiting at the pound

I like to live and I've got reasons to destroy

Try to stand the test of time, my mind is not a toy

My self destruction so easily led

No need to now I'm wrecked inside my head

Wake up to this self abuse this trait is not a crime

I've seen the way to live with poison everything turns fine

Listen up to the soft words to myself

Time to ignore these little voices and pretend I'm someone else

Monitor my intake and I'll document this time

Give me something to believe in give me cheap-arsed wine

Self destructor gripping onto what life there's left to live

What's the point in giving up when there's nothing left to give