Flyleaf - Penholder lyrics

I feel your eyes crawling over me

as though I am something more than me

but I dont have anything good enough to say

I did not make myself this way

I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit

it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day

I dont deserve this

this time right now it's not something for which I can take the bow

I dont deserve this it wasnt me

I cant take glory by somethig that I cant be

I dont deserve this

I know what perfection is like

I can not stand before it's might

and i'm so far from what you think that I must be I just drown myself in mercy

I'll show you what he did but I wont take the credit

it's not mine anyway I just held the pen that day

I dont deserve this

this time right now it's not something for which I can take the bow

I dont deserve this it wasnt me

I cant take glory by somethig that I cant be

I dont deserve this

I dont deserve this

this time right now it's not something for which I can take the bow

I dont deserve this

and all the art that I supposedly create

is simply a faded reflection of something he's already made

I dont deserve this

this time right now it's not something for which I can take the bow

I dont deserve this it wasnt me

I cant take glory by somethig that I cant be

I dont deserve this

I dont deserve this