Everclear - Nervous & Weird lyrics

You know I want to be the way you want me to<br>Big hearted and tall enough to cover you<br>I would break in half if you said it loud<br>Splinter out of myself just like mercury<br>I think it's better now than how it used to be<br>You were lying in bed and I would levitate<br>I think it's better here, than where we used to be<br>I wish I could go out into the oregon sun=85 to be alive in the day<br>I would smile at everyone<br>I remember you back in '83 you were dressing insane<br>You were my everything you were so different from all those other girls<br>A blind electra in drag so cool and casually lame<br>I think I'm better now than how I used to be<br>Always nervous and weird, scared most of the time<br>I think it's better now than how it used to be<br>Always up in the night afraid to live in the day afraid of being afraid<br>Now I sit alone when you're not around<br>I read aloud just to hear a friendly voice<br>I see you scary dolls they always look at me<br>=46rom the corner of my eyes I see them shake their heads<br>You know I want to be the way you me to<br>Big hearted and tall enough to cover you<br>I wish I could go out just to be alive in the day