Enertia - Child Now Lost lyrics

was too young to understand but i never felt so invaded

dreadful dreams remind me my horrors never faded

within your power defenseless, i watch my life being destroyed

in your hands i'm just a child, with no future to fill the void

abused for selfish pleasure twisted shambles of my mind

too ashamed to counter attack, killing you would be too kind

try and keep you in my past, but my memory remains intact

i've been scarred for eternity because of your heinous act

child now lost, but the child now cries

now an adult, but the child now tries

to deal with the pain without paying the cost

never-ending search for the child now lost

kept your secret to this day, hiding all these years

holding on now i must pay as i count my fucking tears

suffering for all your sins but time never helps to heal

am i the only one who cares

or have you found other souls to steal

child now lost but the child still cries

now an adult, but the child now tries

to deal with the pain without paying the cost

never-ending search for the child now lost

terror knows no boundaries and conscience knows no shame

i won't forget your face, but i can't recall your name

no time for foolish sympathy, it is all to late

wrecked my life with sick desires, damn this world of hate

child now lost but the child still cries

now an adult, but the child now tries

to deal with the pain without paying the cost

never-ending search for the child now lost