Endthisday - Silently Choking On Her Regret lyrics

A tragedy that was

years in the making.

Deliver me no forgiveness

because again I delivered

the unforgivable.

How quick we were to bury

ourselves in love and how

quick I was to fade to farewell.

In days to come ask me for nothing,

for all I have to give is the dirt

that fills my mouth and these eyes

that have been drained of all emotion.

Every day is one more chance to

remember and to stare alone into

this tomb I've dug for two.

But I fill the negative space

with my broken promises

and my shallow soul.

A timeless moment I

wish to never return.

And still how false are these

cracks I show upon my face.

One million dying smiles in

exchange for one million

infected days is the price

I would pay to restore your trust.

Things I know that this diseased

body will never achieve are now

the only things I live for,

but in the end all my empty

attempts for happiness tend

to come up short,

so I infect and mutilate this

body and part ways with this life.

For if I only knew that we were to

live and die with regret I would

have done away with

this blessing of life.

That kiss to your brow was goodbye forever.