Endless - In the A lyrics

Masses of snow high above my head

I didn't know that snow can be black

I'm lying on icy ground... the end is coming

dark derides me

Black cold makes my finger sway

I let my tears flow down my face

long time ago I forgot how taste my voice

I gave up that fight

Only occasional laughter of bats

and roar of falling avalanche above my head

are raping that silence here

and I fumble in the dark... the labyrinth without the walls

I'm revolving that scene in my mind

when I was falling to the depth with sound of thunders

stuned by fear with the hope in my heart

they say hope dies last

Long time I crawled

Long time I begged for help

I have no power to live anymore

life became unbearable

there's nothing worse than loneliness

I'm spending my end without pain

the feeling, when you know, there's nothing that can help you

in the abyss, how long did I stay there?