Dismal Past - Forsaken lyrics

Agonizing wounds, each and every day

I find it hard to trust those things you say

It remind me of the day you were gone

When it all went so wrong

I´m searching for shelter and someone to blame

You pushed me away and I felt so ashamed

In weakness I found my strench again

But it all stay´s the same

My only wish, is to see you again

Just give me a sign, let me know you´re ok.

I´m sorry for things that I´ve said and done.

I´m the unwanted son

My last resort, from this tears of pain

I can hear the angels cry invain

Give me permission, don´t hesitate

When I´m standing at the gate

Let me choose my fate