Dillinger Four - SELLTHEHOUSESELLTHECARSELLTHEKIDSFORGETITI'MNEVERCOMINGBACKFORGETIT lyrics

I've lost more sleep than I can say

And blurred the lines between the days

Pour myself another cup

Put one out light another up

My mind's stopped making any sense

I've lost track of the present tense

Don't wanna leave, don't wanna stay

I'd kill to bring back yesterday

Folded up and left for dad

The things I wish I would've said

The times I should've turned and run

But the damage was already done

And I dug myself a deeper hole

Raked myself over the coals

Reason brings redemption

But redemption won't be mind

Suppressed my frustation

But it returned

Lost in the translation

I'm not concerned

Smoke 'em if you got 'em

'Cause we're never gonna learn

And dance upon the ashes of this world

Got hours more and miles to go

I feel the clock begin to slow

Play the hand that I was dealt

By the enemy that is myself

If I don't get out from under this

I might never know what I fucking missed

I'm at the breaking point

But don't know where to draw the line

I'm ticking like a fucking bomb

Had the best of intentions

My resolve outlasts my apprehensions

Won't be the first time

Not gonna be the last

I looked ahead through bleary eyes

And wondered what was left

Wondered will I pass the test

I've lost myself and found myself

And then I lost it all again

It comes down to me in the end

The more I know

The less I comprehend

It comes down to me in the end