Diesel Boy - 3's & 4's lyrics

this guitar i'm holding is my only friend so i sit alone in the dark in my room again headlights flash upon my wall, mind's wandering i crack a smile and i want to stay awhile after half an hour it comes back to me i crack a smile and i want to stay awhile can you see now? way above the crowd? or is it just my fantasy? see me down at the river washing all my fears away i only wish that i could stay see me in my bedroom dreaming all my fears away i only wish that i could stay