Diamond Rio - I’m Trying lyrics

She said I'm not pointing fingers

He said yes you are

Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't

If I told you I've been walking out in the dark night thinking

Would you take this truth this alcohol is worth

oh I can't change what's done is done

but I can tell you this

not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins

and I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dieing

no i haven't kicked the demons that haunt me

I'm trying

I'm trying

She sat down on the floor

said I wish that I was stronger

right now I feel as fragile as glass

and I want to believe you believe what's held you has freed you

and i hate these doubts that keep on coming back

my parents think I'm crazy

for staying here this long

but there's nothing more i want for us than to prove to them they're wrong

i don't want to be afraid I don't want to think you're lieing

though I haven't found the faith that I need

I'm trying

I'm trying

he asked do you want me to leave

cause if you do you know I will

but she said much to his disbelief

No I love you still

oh i love you still

He said I don't know why I've been the fool

but i can tell you this

Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins

then he dropped down to his knees

by now they both were crying

he said I haven't been the man I want to be

but I'm trying

I'm trying

oh I'm trying

oh I'm trying