Deviated Presence - Hope lyrics

Hope ringtone on your mobile phone

Lost all the way

torn apart by demands

restless my fight

not to fall

while probably I'm

already down

when substance controls my reality

it's my hope that dies

when everything's wrong

it's hope that makes me try

when things catch up with me

it's hope that fuels my soul

to feel panic and run

it's all the grief

i've collected that

feeds my thoughts

the path of pain

prison of hopes

it's all the same

unperspective road

running through the forests of my life

floating on forgotten memories

it is hunting me again

takes my breath, swallows any sound

it's running through the undergrowth

but muted are my cries

still catching up with me

never can i outrun this part of me

while time takes its toll

nothing changes anyway

this episode will go past

as it all does

all these thoughts of a wasted life

all these memories in my head

all this pain now coming back

and these echos in my ears

(if I cannot wake up...)

lost time we can't repair

(...I might as well...)

this all now fades away

(...sleep forever)

when hope leaves life and death's the same

when substance controls my reality

it's my hope that dies

when everything's wrong

it's hope that makes me try

when things catch up with me

it's hope that fuels my soul

to feel panic and run

running through the forests of my life

floating on forgotten memories

it is hunting me again

takes my breath, swallows any sound