Depressive Age - Autumn Times lyrics

Walking through my brain who's leading?

Can I pass these moments here

These sleepless nights at full moon

I am worried about my way

I fear future, I fear past

In this sadness is no rest

I must sleep, I'm tired of those

Thoughts that had filled my head

Twenty six years you would be

Died so young, forsaken fast

I fear future, I fear past

In this sadness is no rest

Can't stand these sad and depressing

Memories of autumn times

To which sphere have you gone my sister

Thirteen years and you escaped

Then the smell that comes from outside

Brings the sleep I need so much

So afraid of these darkest hours

When I'm dreaming of the past

I fear future, I fear past

In this sadness is no rest

Can't stand these sad and depressing

Memories of autumn times

To which sphere have you gone my sister

Thirteen years and you escaped