Cowboy Junkies - I don't get it lyrics

I wanna make sense of why we live and die

I don't get it, I don't get it

I ask my friends if they understand

They just laugh at me and watch another band

They don't worry, they don't worry

Lookin for a way to lose my lord

I wanna make it easy to walk this road

I can't find it, yeah I can't find it

Yeah I'm lookin for answers in so many places

I open my mind

I don't get it

Walkin this earth and keepin my peace

I do what I want but the price is steep

It don't seem right, it don't seem right

My momma she told me "One step at a time

And sooner or later you'll walk that line"

I don't want to, yeah I don't want to

Takin my time to live and die

I wanna find a way to do it right

And I ease on, and I ease on

They say "One thing always leads to another"

I open my mind

I don't get it