Contingency Plan - The Last Of My Letters lyrics

Dear Friend,

I'm writing you this letter

Cause I heard you love some other guy

All alone, I sit at home and wonder

Why you ever left without a last goodbye

I unwrapped the barbed wire

From around my heart and the walls eroded

But now I'm drowning in my blood

Cause when you left me, my heart exploded

So I wrote it down, I wrote it off

Apologies are not enough

On your front step, I left it there

For you to find sealed with a tear

Remember those nights?

Fell asleep at ocean side

Cause you weren't lying next to me

And I guess you never will

What if I died tonight?

To heaven with a knife

Cause I'm not lying to you

And I guess I never will

So friend, remember me tomorrow

And when we wrote our names up in the tree

Those days are leaving me to wonder

How you fell in love with him but never me

So now you're leaving with him

My own vacation is more the permanent kind

While you're in the sunshine

I'm in purgatory having the time of my life

One more deep breath, I'll leave you now

I'm sorry that this letters how

I told you what I always felt

The suns out now and my heart might melt

Don't go, I need you more than ever

I'll love you always and forever

Sincerely,

Me