Constancy - Mirrors lyrics

So I wait another time with this poison in my skin And I'm never turning back to old cause I've seen what its like there, Where lonely hearts spell tragedy and hate controls peace On this cold and lonely night your lies hold back your freedom To give back is to give up, but you hold on and on Now courage finds a hiding place and mercy tries but… A dishonest answer could fight restrictions, You're choking out the life so take the noose from your neck Forgive and forget the time that we've spent To find the hardest part is to pretend And looking in your eyes its reflecting black and gray Now you've seen it all not once but twice and many times before, The roses thorns will cut through flesh and leave you bleeding I try to find a way to dodge the blades of knives I'll try, I'll fail; without wings I wont prevail. And you're broken on the inside because the torment rusts your veins You forget all that you know when ambition calls the crows, And their screeching sound is what remains because beauty fades