Commander Venus - Raining Holiday, Pt. 2 lyrics

My eyes are empty

The house is quiet now

Today has claimed and ruined me

My pulse is waiting

As boredom strangles it

I might sleep but I won't dream

Is that what I need?

Is that what I need?

I wanted to see, I want to believe

So I scratch and scrape to find

To find a reason to live in a god or a girl

Oh, I tried, I tried

To abandon guilt, other things that don't exist

The hours numb me

Some words are stinging still

But I don't feel them when they do

My head is open, my eyes are bleeding

And they demand to see the truth, the truth, the truth

But what would that prove?

But what would that prove?

I wanted it too, I wanted it too

And I strain to see the sun

I'm just so sick of the gray and the rain

This is it, I am done

I am done

And I'm laying down

Let today roll off my back, I'll be all right