Colours Run - Apathy Ever After lyrics

I've been awake so long, I'm seeing shades

Clouding the corners of a lovely day

Cos I found my limit, now I'm washing away

On the road to apathy ever after

Stereo lotion for the overspill; we're just

Elegant wasters with our lives to kill

And we can't be empty if there's nothing to fill, honey

It's the road to apathy ever after

But if I come crawling back to your arms

Turn me away; I'd only break your heart

Don't let forgiveness fill your sweet thoughts

Shadows and lust

You know I can't be trusted

Don't make holes you can't crawl out of

Cos I've been alone so long, I'm losing faith

Grown more peculiar with every day

And why am I screaming when there's nothing to say, honey?

Get me out of apathy ever after

But if I come crawling back to your arms

Turn me away; I'd only break your heart

Don't let forgiveness fill your sweet thoughts

Shadows and lust

You know I can't be trusted

Don't make holes you can't crawl out of

That's your head inside the glass dome

Stranger in your own home

Cut yourself, and call it love

But I just hold you like a trophy

Lead you down the lonely

Avenues that I can't crawl out of