Chrysolite - ..and on your doorstep i left roses lyrics

i thought you cared on our last day

i was wrong

no one will ever know about the dirty games

that we played.

ill take a plane out of here on monday.

now as the ferris wheel spins for me

i hate the view

the lonely carousel is boring

i run out to no sign of you

i never left you

you broke me from the start

you never meant to

tear my life apart

i never wanted all your sympathy

but thats all you'll get from me

and on your doorstep i left roses

for you to find

as this theme park finally closes

a smile, it lights up the sky

now i write letters in the dark

im afraid of who you are

im stupid, im selfish, im a mess

i have built an understanding

that when i wake

ill be forever alone in this bed.