CESCHI - Sweetest Friend lyrics

[Ceschi:]

Next time I see you you'll be

A different person maybe

But gray hair wrapping your face

Won't hide change between those legs

Did it feel good, when he touched the creases of your sides

When he poked your ribs, and laughed, as he took another beath and smacked

His bony body against yours, under the covers

How could they not have the rotten smell of bodily pleasure

And for a second did you ever stop to think

That I was feeling all of it because I knew it was happening

I never wanna hear you cry again, my sweetest friend

But I don't want another nightmare quite like this either so I am leaving

I don't wanna hear you cry again, my sweetest friend

But I can't live another day like this so I am leaving

Did you feel guilty the next morning when you saw my missed call

Did your heart just stop, or did you brush it off

Was it so easy for you to forget

the single most important person you once had in your life?

Or was it just another mundane day at the job

that felt the same after your painful spite?

What about the nights that we spent talking, about our futures together

Or the nights when you told me that you could love no other

What about the California nights when our bodies fit perfectly

And nothing could come between, as you can see

I never believed, that you severed our dreams

Just for the sake of adolescent stupidity

Really was it worth it? To be physically hurt and alone

I'll never forgive you little girl

I never wanna hear you cry again, my sweetest friend

But I don't want another nightmare quite like this either so I am leaving

I don't wanna hear you cry again, my sweetest friend

But I can't bare to live a life like this so I am leaving

I don't wanna hear you cry again, my sweetest friend [x3]

[fades out]