CESCHI - Shame lyrics

[Ceschi:]

It's a shame, to walk the streets at night

Not knowing where you're going, just heading towards nothing

To rest your head on cement, never feeling another's flesh

To never wear a watch, to never hear or watch

It's a crime, to have a disease

To need to have to feed, desire constantly

Oh it's pain, to love something that hates you and will not change

It hurts, to puncture yourself

To smoke out of a can, to dream about sex

To shave with scissors, to wash in water fountains

To eat the eucharist, to beg for a DIIIIME

It's fuckin sharp, to walk on gravel

With bare feet in the winter, and no more friendly liquor

To wish to be in jail, to wish that you weren't here

To look at yourself in car windows and remember that you once had a family

With a house and a dog and a garden

with fake flowers and lawn gnomes and a picket fence

In the middle of a summer, happily married

To a beautiful wife, with a son and a daughter AND A GUN!

Yes a garden with tomatoes, that's a shame

A shame... a shame... a shame [echoes]