Cauterize - Porcelain lyrics

Sat up for hours

Thoughts of a lover

I'll probably never get a chance to hold again

All of my days spent waiting for nights with her again (again)

and I'm sharing a drink with a memory

and a laugh with an empty seat

do you still look the same?

will you still look at me the same

'cause I know that I don't

I've gotten so old in these last few years

And I'd rather be fighting with you than sleeping here next to her

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Don't let me fall,

I'll break

What a mess I'd make

Pathetic pieces on your floor

Cut your feet forever more

Your porcelain,

Such a fragile skin

Just let me hold you,

I'll be gentle,

I wont drop you,

This time I'll be…

..Careful

Forget for just one second

That this is not alright

Lets drink to feeling nothing

At least just for tonight

Stay for one more

Pass out on the floor like we used to do

It got so hot in your room

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And I cant let it go

The fits of pain I'm feeling

And the hurt won't leave me alone

And I'm tired of sleeping with ghosts

Fell asleep with your ghost

Woke up with a headache

From the cure that's only temporary

When the morning always fails me

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