Carnal Forge - Decades Of Despair lyrics

I'm drifting through life without any goals

Blindfolded fool, in my heart there's a hole

I've looked everywhere but I can't find the real me

The righteous one, the one I always wanted to be

In my dreams I'm all covered in blood

Beaten to death, lying in the mud

If I died tonight it would be such a relief

My soul would finally be free

To a blood-filled sky or down below, that's where I belong

For I have lied, and I have sinned and I have killed your dream

Sleepless nights turn into years

Decades of despair

All hope is gone since years ago

Almighty god bring me home

Unconscious for the last time in my life

I hate it! Time to lie down and die

Let the darkness take me home

A beautiful end of my totally wasted life

To a blood-filled sky or down below, that's where I belong

For I have lied, and I have sinned and I have killed your dream

Sleepless nights turn into years

Decades of despair

All hope is gone since years ago

Almighty god bring me home