Canibus - Intro lyrics

This beat may sound great, but im teeling you right know its so full of hate, im sitting here fuck its late, im screaming at the golden gate, im at my ladies house, im sneaking around like a mouse, i wanna see my girl, so i ring tha bell, i get a strange feeling of hell, when the door starts to open, i start chokin, because what i see is a man in his boxers, i start yelling an hitting my locker, because i see her a few miniutes later, i start to freak full of rage, its like a story book an im turing tha page, im thinking about my first time on stage, i getting thos bursts of rage from the time i was locked in tha cage, i cant beileieve my girl did that, now im goin to get tha gat, i start runnin i kick tha cat, then i lose my hat, but i don't give a fuck i jus need to get to the truck, i finaly make my way there, an start screaming why when an were, i get the gat a strat ti run back, i take one quick hit of crack to get me freking by the time i get back, i reach tha gate, my mind gets full of hate, i can feel my heart rate beating out my chest, man this girl was so the best, she was nothing like tha rest, i run to the door screaming U FUCKIN WHORE, i get to the house an all u hear is the gun roar, out he gose falls to the floor, i run to my gurl, an see my self hurl, she was my hole world, oh well shit happens, but i sit here an keep rappin, now i hear the chruch bells ring, ring ding ding, fuck man what a thing, all the cars lined up at the gate, the funral home was to small for this day, he was known by a lot of ppl, oh well look at the steaple, they carry is coffin to tha car, an i strat laughing, an then walk to tha bar, this is how it all ends, i hate my life, so i grabed a knife an slit my throat, i know this isnt right but who gives a fuck, good night..