Bright Eyes - Padraic My Prince lyrics

I had a brother once

He drowned in a bathtub

before he'd ever learned how to talk

And I don't know what his name was

but my mother does

I heard her say it once

Padraic my prince, I have all but died

From the sheer weight of my shame

You cried but no one came

And the water filled your tiny lungs

Appear, my dear, and cry for me

Six years ago today

That I laid you in your grave

Your sweet young skin was shining then too

So tonight to celebrate i will...

I will poison myself

Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom

That is spinning

And I close the door

And I rest my head on the tile floor

Sickness and sleep turning me cold

I'm still not sure

Is there some better place I could be heading towards?

Where the selfishly sick and self-absorbed...

Are welcome

I saw the future once

I was drunk in a phone booth

My eyes were wet and red

But I could not tell what was said

And through the screams of the traffic

Voices carried

Saying I'm sorry

On a day so gray it's black inside

Watching churches on TV

In a coma you don't dream

You just hope that someone sits with you

Babies turn blue when they're ignored

Like the sky on summer days

Before you turn and walk away

It has changed you

So tonight to compensate I will...

I will poison myself

Another coughing, shaking fit in a bathroom

That is spinning