BRAINTAX - Last Date lyrics

I'm stood waiting, waiting for this girl to appear

It's been 40 minutes and I'm still here

The last train's due and that's just like you

I'm in the station - hard, concrete fridge

By this pieced-up bridge

She's always f#@*^n' late and doesn't even see the pisstake

Been 2 years and I'm still living in my first mistake

I'm standing here with a stray frost bitin'

And December air stinging my nose

My grip tightens on my stone hands

See, I know she isn't with another man

She just takes her time because she really doesn't give a damn

And when she's finally here she's all smiling

No apology, I could have been chillin on my island

But how am I ? You don't know cos you don't even care to ask

Arrogant, assuming that I'm happy and we're gonna last

And fail to see the way you mess with my head

I feel to dis you - call out my ex's name in bed

Now, defeat you or attack you ? Do neither I play statue

For every wise response, a sly remark, I can't match you

Cos logic's out the widow and reason's out the door

I'm looking hard at it like tracks by Main Source

Of course I'm vexed, you say I want you for (what !?)

We're going nowhere, moving round in circles, jogging on the spot

It's all so familiar now but back then

You were bringing up things I said way back when...

Flashing all the right smiles trying to twist my friends

Why is the way you act so irrational ?

It's like talking to a brick wall about the price of cement

Demented ways of acting that defy all sense

Not your time of the month it's just your time to waste time

Letting off steam, breaking shit, trying to rip my rhymes

...Put the pad down slowly please take a step back

and don't even think about going for the multi-track...

You got a temper like Flashman, bully-styles late night

My mum and dad are in the next room, stay quiet

You give me more shit than teachers did

You need to smoke some of this and calm down quick

Arguing's an option but there's got to be a reason

And by the way, I don't respond to blackmail either

See I'm a true believer in some self-respect

And I'm about to call your bluff if you're threatenin' to jet

I can't stand slanging matches, I retreat into my shell

Only cos you won't listen while you're giving me hell

I'd like to call an analyst or just record the conversation

Just to make you listen to it and point out the contradictions

I'm tired of listenin', you can't believe I'm faithful

You're pissed off cos I'm not eternally grateful

You're the funny type, then again, similar to many of my friends

Same shit, different girl, time and again

The same hassles, the same game and the same end

The same blend, the best ever when it's time for bends

A firework, ready for war with me

But I'm just tryin' to write a rhyme right now and drink my tea

Why you startin' on me ?

See, I was thinking we were team-mates

And don't be tryin' to tell me that it's over cos you're too late...

I'm not psychic

I'm not a sidekick