Boy Sets Fire - With Every Intention lyrics

Not in the running But this rain is nothing new to me anyway I see my refelction No where near who I should be The spirit is willing but The anchors of my flesh still hold me down With every distraction I lose more of who i should [Chorus:] Had many time to try Before i realized The flaws in my desgin May have led me to ask why Why'd you make me so weak? I tried but i'm incomplete Is this all there is? All there is to me? How many chances At redemption do i think i'll ever get Keep changign my rythems for a shot at somethign more Miracles happen So why do I feel like I'm being left behind It's still in my nature To look for what I can't find [x2] Is this all there is? Is this all there is to me I should be all better now This is all there is to me I can pick myself up again Is this all there is? I hope that one day i will make a stand But rigth now This is all there is to me No matter how i dream I will never be good and pray Cuz right now this is all there is to me Yea right now this is all there is to me