Bloodlet - Learn to Fly: Descent lyrics

I had been awake for several days with time to think

it had been so long since I needed sleep to dream

another find day slip away no time to think

I need a drink

I hear it smells like candy in a baby's mind

as long as I remember mine smelled of wine

man that orange flavored thunderbird ain't got me feeling so fine

now I'm smelling like bourbon flavored pork rinds in the government cheese line

drinking warm O.E. in the morning sunlight

I drive a rust flavored thunderbird and she ain't feeling so fine

they call her the hate tank

she is rolling three on the tree

I got a nephew named Lucifer

you know he takes after me

a liter of sourmash to ease the pain

I'm still hoping one day I will drink myself sane

another fine day slips away

no time to think I need a drink

mama didn't love me she loved her percocet

at age 13 I set out to become king

but I became the joker instead

I have been alone for 100 days with time to think

when life eats itself I will say goodbye

the salt in my beard is all I got to eat

but I've managed to stay high for the past 2 weeks

woke up this morning with 2 black eyes

I've been sleeping in the dumpster again and I don't know why

I hear it smells like candy in a baby's mind

as long as I can remember that mine smelled of wine

they say I smell like the reefer

ya know I'm high all the time

now I'm smelling like bourbon flavored pork rinds in the government cheese line