Blood For Blood - Jaded lyrics

This is my rat race

I'm alone and lost to this world

Happiness is something I can't afford

Thoughts of what could have been never entered

my mind cause there's nothing there when I began

I tried to fit in but failed

Like a speeding train I've derailed

I've gone down the useless path that's only heading

for the sacred nowhere land

Don't want to see you smile

Jealousy and envy boils inside my head

The pressures of life have tripled since I became a fuckin man

Don't feel whole inside

I'm alone

Better of if I had died

I'm alone

I raise my hands to the sky

I'm alone

And ask god why am I still alive

Lady luck turned her back on me

I'm alone

Opportunity never knocked on my door

I'm alone

Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry

I'm alone

I'm alone

I'm alone

Never needed anyone

I'm alone

I'm alone

I'm alone

I accept my destiny

Being ignored has spurned in me

Contempt for anyone that I see

There's no cure for what I've got

I've tried and fight but the pin is nonstop

I'd isolate myself but necessity had locked me in

It's like a fuckin sin

It's here where I belong and where I've always been

Don't feel whole inside

I'm alone

Better of if I had died

I'm alone

I raise my hands to the sky

I'm alone

And ask god why am I still alive

Lady luck turned her back on me

I'm alone

Opportunity never knocked on my door

I'm alone

Then you wonder and ask me why I'm so jaded and angry

I'm alone

I'm alone

I'm alone

Never needed anyone

I'm alone

I'm alone

I'm alone

I accept my destiny