Black Light Burns - One Of Yours lyrics

Sucker myself into believing that I'm doing the right thing

I think of your face and I pretend that I'm not alone

I'm lining up all the love and the trust and the good things,

But there's a hole in my heart where I once kept a piece of home

What if one of yours turned a color

You didn't mean for it to be

And what if one of yours became another

Would you hear it say:

Let me go

This isn't what I wanted. I can't be here anymore

Let me go

This isn't what I needed. I can't exist here anymore

I've been thinking about my money and how I gave it all away

I've been thinking about the people and how I should have never let them stay

I've been thinking about how I always have to write just one more song

Well you know me, and that I'll never change

But I meant it well all along, and I was wrong

What if one of yours turned a color

You didn't mean for it to be

And what if one of yours became another

Would you hear it say:

Let me go

This isn't what I wanted. I can't be here anymore

Let me go

This isn't what I needed. I can't exist here anymore

Replace the silence with deafening sound

Send away the people, I want no one around

This is my greatest mistake

And I will not be denied

I'm crawling my way to the surface outside

What if one of yours turned a color

You didn't mean for it to be

And what if one of yours became another

Would you hear it say:

Let me go

This isn't what I wanted. I can't be here anymore

Let me go

This isn't what I needed. I can't exist here anymore