Atrocity - Defeated Intellect lyrics

my first time - I want to try

I lock the door - I'm really sure

Now I'm alone - the needle in my skin

Defeated intellect - I lost my mind

I know all dangers - but I need more

I inject - now it's too late

Fantastic feelings - coming to ecstasy

Lying in the room - she closes her eyes

Fast raving blood - in her veins

Falling apart - total dilirium

Point of no return - shall overcome

There is no serious reason

To give up my dicision

I live my life today

I give a shit on any corollary

Step by step you go on,

leave your life in death's hand

Your body is shaking, freezing, perspiring

Opening your eyes, having reveries

Walls lock like ice, cold and glinting

The shinning sun, reflected lights

Senseless thoughts, nameless words

You cannot act, you have no will

Controlled by poison, suddenly you scream

Father returns:"Get on your knees!"

Breathing heavily - oppressive atmosphere

Whispering voices - in your ears

Having red eyeballs - and a dry tongue

attack of giddiness - head is going round

People on the streets - walk, rush and speak

Eat, drink, consume - money takes control

They don't care - about you

No time to think - no help for you