Ashley Dalby - Hopelessness Part 1 (Shattered Heart) lyrics

I will always remember how it used to be

You thought pleasure was to fucking beat me

You always told me I was the one insane

You found joy and got off on making me feel pain

And there's no way to change this shattered heart

Cause the memory I have of you still tears me apart

And it's been this way since time began

It's a desperate search for a promised land

And the years slip by like so much sand

So many people like me are dying to live

It tortures my heart I have so much to give

I never saw it as a MELEE before

To win the fight there has to be more

And there's no way to help this shattered heart

Cause all these fears will one day tear me apart

And it's been this way since time began

It's an endless journey, it's the fate of this woman

To live each day and never understand

And it's been this way since time began

It's a desperate search for a master plan

And the years slip by like water through my hands