Ark, The - Joy Surrender lyrics

How many times must I feel this way

The fool who never learns

Selfish pleasures override my thoughts

Give that wheel just one more turn

Drunken stupidity rules my mind

And things aren't what they seem

How many times must I feel this way

I wish it were all a dream, a dream

I'm sorry about your sorrow, I'm sorry about your pain

If I could turn back the hands of time

I'd make things new again

I'm sorry about your anger, I'm sorry about your rage

If I could do one thing in this world

I'd make her live again

Once such a happy young man

Now a shell of broken dreams

Taken from me all that I am

Myself the only one to blame

My heart is filled with the blood of guilt

But nothing can I say

I see the anger in everyones eyes

For the life I've taken away

I'm sorry about your sorrow, I'm sorry about your pain

If I could turn back the hands of time

I'd make things new again

I'm sorry about your anger, I'm sorry about your rage

If I could do one thing in this world

I'd make her live again

A friend they've lost forever gone

Not a chance to say goodbye

Forever imbedded in their thoughts

Why did she have to die?

The life I've taken burns inside me

Always there to remind

You think you're life is so damned hard

Why don't you try living mine?

I'm sorry about your sorrow, I'm sorry about your pain

If I could turn back the hands of time

I'd make things new again

I'm sorry about your anger, I'm sorry about your rage

If I could do one thing in this world

I'd make her live again

Live again, live again, live again

Oh god please let, let her live again

There's no excuses for what I've done

There are no words that can change the past

Oh but I, I can't deny, I've killed an angel

While the whiskey demon burned my soul

I took the life of Sarah Williams

Now I stand and face this bitter hell

Oh Sarah Williams if you could hear

Would you forgive me?