Antigone Rising - Negative Lane lyrics

I haven't been myself all year

too many changes around here

and the road to happiness has been a crash course

it's been a long year since you left

and a whole week since I last slept

dusting myself off to ride the wild horse

Don't know where I'm going

or just what it means

but the scars remind me of exactly where I've been

If you try to find me

my number's not the same

hang my hat up on negative lane

People keep asking how I've been

because of the state of mind I'm in

there's a million places I swore I would be by now

radio songs all sound the same

I almost played in to that whole game

but the boy's club hung a sign that said "no girls allowed"

Don't know where I'm going

or just what it means

but the scars remind me of exactly where I've been

If you try to find me

my number's not the same

hang my hat up on negative lane

you take the road of self destruction

to the culdesac of shame

hang my hat up on negative lane

I keep on coming around

I got one foot back on the ground

and when the other joins me I'll be splitting town