American Hybrid - Summing My Life Up In Just 301 Words lyrics

Lost in my own little crowd

I can see my silver lining on the cloud

No one knows or no one cares

The pains that I feel and go through

I want to be free for just once

And let the people know that I care

But no one really listens they just pass

And pretend that you are as invisible as neutron gas

But fuck that I am not just another star in the sky

And humans are not just another person in my crowd

My crowd you hear that its mine

And no one elses so peel of the dead skin

And realize the world we are living in

Everyones fake no one is real

But please just for on I want to be heard

Thats why I am writing this for all of you

Its my serenade and my deaf toned song

To remember the past I never had

And how fast I changed no one knows

Because they dont know my story as well as me

Its mine and not yours so let the fuck go

Dont drag your feet on me you assholes

This is mine and mine only I choose to share

My story is about to start so you better listen

If you want to know I was never really proud

Of myself or what came out my mouth

But to say the most for everything

The one left in my veins is nothing

I am empty and not suprised that death wants me

I wait for the death clock to stop

My little midnight incident in the bathroom

Please dont you fucking cry just because I died

I deseved this I didnt need to be happy

Everyone else needed to be happy

I cant tell you enough but now comes the time...

[gunshot]

Death....