Ambry - Dancing With My Confusion lyrics

dimmed down bedroom lights better stay quiet everyones tired my minds forgetting my mothers advice you never play with knives and alcohol its so sad im everything to her but to me im nothing at all swallow it take it down drown out this town and the sound of nothing that seems to loud to ears waiting ready to hear a new sound and eyes that are blinded to all outside lights maybe i forget to tell myself that these nightmares cant become real maybe its nothing maybe i forget to tell myself that if dreams come true then nightmares can too and this monster that eats at my brain and my heart and arms called growing up this state is a hand-me-down sweater sown in shit that ive grown out of and dont want to deal with but i dont think theres an escape every city is the same city with a different name but i would never kill myself because even now heaven so closely resembles hell through just another window on the side of a street that leads to nothing only circles around itself so impatiently i wait for change to save me from this grave i dig myself every night take my mind away and say that everything will be ok give it back to me everything will never be the same self destruct everything will never be ok