Amazing Transparent Man - Autumn lyrics

i can't draw you fancy pictures, or write a cool song about the feelings that i have inside, and why they feel so strong i can't buy you lots of cool stuff, or just sit around and talk about the way things used to be, before i was around and now I've got my future made, it's killing me, it's killing me all those i love i push away, it's killing me, it's killing me it's killing me I can't give you everything you need, or everything you've lost to fill the void that lives deep in your soul, I'd fill at any cost all i can do is tell you that i love you, and hope that it's enough to help show that i never meant to harm you, and all that kind of stuff and now I've got my future made, it's killing me, it's killing me all those i love i push away, it's killing me, it's killing me it's killing me