Alanis Morissette - That Particular Time lyrics

My foundation was rocked my tried and true way to deal was to vanish<br>My departures were old I stood in the room shaking in my boots<br>At that particular time love had challenged me to stay<br>At that particular moment I knew not run away again<br>That particular month I was ready to investigate with you<br>At that particular time<br><br>We thought a break would be good for four months we sat and vacillated<br>We thought a small time apart would clear up the doubts that were abounding<br>At that particular time love encouraged me to wait<br>At that particular moment it helped me to be patient<br>That particular month we needed time to marinate in what us meant<br><br>I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself<br>And yet I wanted to save us high water or hell<br>And I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt<br>And in the meantime I lost myself<br>In the meantime I lost myself<br>I'm sorry I lost myself¡­.i am<br><br>You knew you needed more time time spent alone with no distraction<br>You felt you needed to fly solo and high to define what you wanted<br>At that particular love encouraged me to leave<br>At that particular moment I knew staying with you meant deserting me<br>That particular month was harder than you'd believe but I still left<br>At that particular time