Alanis Morissette - Sorry To Myself lyrics

For hearing all my doubts so selectively and<br>For continuing my numbing love endlessly.<br>For helping you and myself: not even considering<br>For beating myself up and overfunctioning.<br><br>To whom do I owe the biggest apology? <br>No one's been crueler than I've been to me.<br><br>For letting you decide if I indeed was desirable<br>For myself love being so embarassingly conditional.<br>And for denying myself to somehow make us compatible<br>And for trying to fit a rectangle into a ball.<br><br>And<br>To whom do I owe the biggest apology? <br>No one's been crueler than I've been to me.<br><br>I'm sorry to myself.<br>My apologies begin here before everybody else.<br>I'm sorry to myself.<br>For treating me worse than I would anybody else.<br><br>For blaming myself for your unhappiness<br>And for my impatience when I was perfect where I was.<br>Ignoring all the signs that I was not ready,<br>And expecting myself to be where you wanted me to be.<br><br>To whom do I owe the first apology? <br>No one's been crueler than I've been to me.<br><br>And<br>I'm sorry to myself.<br>My apologies begin here before everybody else.<br>I'm sorry to myself.<br>For treating me worse than I would anybody else.<br><br>Well, I wonder which crime is the biggest ? <br>Forgetting you or forgetting myself...<br>Had I heeded the wisdom of the latter,<br>I would've naturally loved the former.<br><br>For ignoring you: my highest voices.<br>For smiling when my strife was all too obvious.<br>For being so disassociated from my body,<br>And for not letting go when it would've been the kindest thing.<br><br>To whom do I owe the biggest apology? <br>No one's been crueler than I've been to me.<br><br>And<br>I'm sorry to myself.<br>My apologies begin here before everybody else<br>I'm sorry to myself.<br>For treating me worse than I would anybody else.<br>I'm sorry to myself.<br>My apologies begin here before everybody else<br>I'm sorry to myself.<br>For treating me worse than I would anybody else