Alanis Morissette - Fear Of Bliss lyrics

My misery has enjoyed company<br>And although I have ached<br>I don't threaten anybody<br>Sometimes I feel more bigness than I've shared with you<br>Sometimes I wonder why I quell when I'm not required to<br><br>I've tried to be small I've tried to be stunted<br>I've tried roadblocks and all<br>My happy endings prevented<br>Sometimes I feel it's all just too big to be true<br>I sabotage myself for fear of what my bigness could do<br><br>Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude<br>Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude? )<br><br>I could be golden<br>I could be glowing<br>I could be freedom<br>But that could be boring<br>Sometimes I feel this is too scary to be true<br>I sabotage myself for fear of losing you<br><br>Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude<br>Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude? )<br><br>This talk of liberation makes me want to go lie down<br>Under the covers til the terror of the unknown is gone<br><br>I could be full<br>I could be thriving<br>I could be shining<br>Sounds isolating<br>Sometimes I feel this is too good to be true<br>I sabotage myself for fear of what my joy could do<br><br>Fear of bliss and fear of joyitude<br>Fear of bigness (and ensuing solitude? )