Agnostic Front - Now And Then lyrics

You see it was drawn easy, my services for a rewarding fee.

Never thinking then of the hundreds i've hurt.

Their morals and family so deserted, you see,

Back then my mind was conned, caught in a pipe dream.

Understand my path set forth from a struggling background.

Mom always worked her hardest maintaining her four hounds.

Scared and afraid that my own child's future was at stake

Quickly reacting was where i made my biggest mistake.

Filled with dillusions i fell,

I fell deep in my grave carried by deceits devouring waves.

I can still remember her nights in tears of rage

Never giving up even with her life in a ruthless maze.

Took a harsh lesson for me to understand life.

What once was taken granted stabbed with a knife.

I've towed along loved ones throughout my experiences,

Placed them in torturous wars when it all was needless.

Now and then i failed to think deep clear inside.

Now and then i rather maintain a modest existence.

Now and then never again will i barter my freedom.