After The Eulogy - Suicide Vigil lyrics

Time and time again

Ive tried to erase myself one last time

One less mouth that wont cause nausea

its looking beautiful now

I cant control

From the inside out I can see myself

I can yet change

Not for what Ive done but for the failure that I reek of

This failure

Failure

That I failure that I reek of

I'm becoming more anxious with every hour I let by

I'm still trying to dissect the filth that I call myself

Yet you keep pushing me

Betrayed

Today is the your last day

Learn how to count your blessings

Scratched form truth

How I became you

To push hard

To push you I shall

I shall give into lies

I shall dissect the envy from you to be heard

I shall never believe you

Ive failed

No pity

From you