ACROSTICHON - GUILT lyrics

[music & lyrics by jos]

guilt is growing in my head

building on a painful past

distorting all i think and see

my mask is your reality

innosense on it's own

among the tempting forces

i'd so much like to fit in

but i'm a victim of society

[chorus]

our depreciated world

one big chicken house

filled with selfishness

is growing worse

hypnotized, then wide awake

i had to shift the blame to me

then sliding into

a sickening pit of beastial pleasure

performed my fear and fantasy

forgot about reality

acted compulsive, non-intentionally

bear the truth deep in me

[chorus]

unstoppable, on the first impulse

desperate, the only way to forget

immediate, relief, social isolation

bitterness, the price of control

[repeat]

now living with the burden

in my callous brain

reliving this certain crime each day

my punishment is here to stay

[chorus]