Ablaze My Sorrow - Paradise lyrics

Gazing up to the blackened sky

Makes part of me slowly die

Among the clouds I can see a dove

The messenger of love

Follow it, they said, to paradise

Afterwards I hate them and their lies

It was the beginning of my demise

I've been in paradise, don't want to go back

It made my feelings go numb and black

I couldn't find the desire of my heart

It was far away and slowly breaking apart

Hypocrisy and lies

There is no fucking paradise

Looking for the love of my life

It isn't in your fucking paradise

I'm grasping for air, so thick I can't breathe

Inhale, exhale, asphyxiate

Among the clouds I can see a dove

The messenger of hate