99 Burning - Wasted lyrics

Wasted...

Don't ever forget the ways

Of golden hopes that lost the fray

To wasted rainy cloudy days

That squelched the light, obscured the way

Light that lived without a hue

Without a care for me or you

Life that's led by cold hard fate

On days that you were forced to wait

Remember,

When you looked good

But no one saw you

So you didn't exist

Wait for someone who would care

But I'm too wasted & no one's there

I won't compete in a human race

Find my own way at my own pace

Tired of fear & being alone

Desires died assent has grown

This isn't spite in any way

Life was spite now it's okay

At the end, reflecting,

Like a shattered mirror

A pool of blood & tears

It all seems so futile...lost....hopeless

I have been sacrificed

On the altar of progress

Crucified denied nullified

In the name of excess

Society, my murderer

Will get off

Only to kill again & again

Entrenched in a Malbowge

Purgatory teases me

the revelation mimics me

Oh yeah, retribution watches tauntingly

C'mon Jesus,

Save save enslave me

Hail Mary full of grace

Save me from the human race

Wipe tears of flame from my face

Help me get out of this place

Lately things ain't gone the way

That I'd hoped they would one day

I hoped to stay true to form

I wished to take this world by storm

But I just sit & waste away

I'm too wasted & no one cares

I'm too wasted & no one's there

I'm too wasted & life's not fair

Waste

Away

Waste

Away...