7 Year Bitch - Derailed lyrics

Horrible memories are back again<br>My horrible memories<br>They haven't a friend<br>Sayin' it before<br>Now do it again<br>Memories of tragedies<br>Memories you scare me<br>I'm gonna inebriate them<br>I'm gonna inebriate them<br>I will get it<br>And I will use it<br>To my advantage<br>Right up to the brink<br>Of damage<br><br>I will suck from it<br>Every juice<br>Every drop<br>Put to use<br><br>You don't know shit<br>So leave me be<br>I wanna wallow<br>In self pity<br><br>It's happy hour on a sad train<br>I need these drinks to dull the pain<br>So don't you question how do I cope<br>Oh can't you see there is no hope<br>No reason though it rhymes<br>21 hours just me and mine<br><br>I will get it and I will use it to my advantage<br>Right up to the brink of damage<br><br>You don't know shit<br>So leave me be<br>I wanna wallow<br>In self pity<br><br>It's happy hour on a sad train<br>I need these drinks to dull the pain<br>So don't you question how do I cope<br>Oh can't you see there is no hope<br>No reason though it rhymes<br>21 hours just me and mine<br><br>My horrible memories are back again