51.50 - Suicyde lyrics

[Verse One]

Somebody help me, I'm thinkin' I can't cope

Early in the mornin, looked in the mirror and seen myself hangin' from a rope

And it got me in a fucked up state of mind

I'm havin' thoughts of blowin' my brains out from time to time

I often feel like I'm livin' on the run

And I'm straight nervous, paranoid, so I'm sleepin' with a gun

I close my eyes and I can hear them bitches screamin'

I'm wide awake and yet it feels like I am dreamin'

What should I do, I think I need a head Shrink

Every time a killin' is done, I write it down in blood not ink

I always wanna take my own life, put a bullet in my dome

Maybe that will make me feel right

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Instead of homicide I feel like suicide

Somebody help me

Instead of homicide I feel like commitin' suicide

Instead of homicide I feel like suicide

Somebody help me (Somebody help me)

[Verse Two]

I'm 'noid as fuck, I'm havin' nightmares 'cause of what I've done

I killed this fool for no muthafuckin' reason

Was there a motive behind it?

Not that I know of, all I can say is that that muthafucka reminded

Me of this trick I had big funk with

So I snuck up on that mark and let the muthafuckin' pump kick

Gauge blast, peeled his muthafuckin' cap back

And later on that night I'm askin' myself, why did I do that?

I should have knew that nigga wasn't him

With no remorse I smoke a blunt and kill a fifth of that Henn, then

Went to sleep, now I'm seein' this nigga in my dreams

Wish I was dead, one in the head

Somebody help me

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[Verse Three]

Now I'm paranoid, body shiverin, got me wakin' up in a cold sweat

I grab my gun, put it to my dome, wonderin' if I should just die yet

These voices in my head keep tellin' me to pull it

And to my own muthafuckin' brain it's like I'm goin' insane

Feel like I'm looney, a nigga be gettin' psychotic thoughts

I'd rather be takin' a quick way out than gettin' caught by the law

Then spend the rest of my life ...(?) locked in a cell

My father say I'm sick in the head, ...(?)

So what the fuck am I to do to get up outta this shit

Put a hot one in the chamber, let the nina go click (bang!)

[Chorus]