311 - I Told Myself lyrics

Picked up on the wrong scent<br>Not gonna make a dent<br>How many times<br>Are you in my rhymes<br>Burn me once shame on thee<br>But burn me again, shame on me<br>I'm chasing and facing the point misplacing<br>When I think of you my mind's racing<br>I'm spacing out when I get to the point<br>Of no return, I get burned<br>I told myself I'm through with you<br>The last thing that I'll ever do<br>Let down my guard shouldn't be too hard<br>I know it's over, got to elevate, disregard<br><br>I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again<br>I told myself I'm gonna quit, but did it again<br>I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again<br>I told myself I'm gonna quit, but<br><br>This was supposed to be the last time<br>I told myself this wouldn't happen again<br>I told myself I wasn't ever going to call you<br>I told myself I wasn't going to let you back in<br>But here I am dialing, trying<br><br>I told myself to get a hold myself<br>I won't freak out, let you tweak out<br>On ecstacy not next to me<br>Somethin tells me baby girl that you're testin me<br>I told myself to get a hold myself<br>And I'm tryin' I'm not lyin'<br>Don't make me mad, you know I love you bad<br>I want to sniff the glue that hold me to you<br>I told myself to get a hold myself<br>But don't rush me can't you trust me<br>The sound I hear whenever you are near<br>I know it's never wrong and it's my favorite song<br><br>I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again<br>I told myself I'm gonna quit, but did it again<br>I can't believe I fell for it, but did it again<br>I told myself I'm gonna quit, but<br><br>This was supposed to be the last time<br>I told myself this wouldn't happen again<br>I told myself I wasn't ever going to call you<br>I told myself I wasn't going to let you back in<br>But here I am dialing, trying<br><br>And now it's all turned bad<br>Turned bad, turned bad<br>Your ploy to make me jealous<br>Is obvious and sad<br>It has the opposite effect<br>Now you're left with what you had<br>You had<br><br>The rain comes down as love turns to dust<br>I was joking she took me serious<br>The rain come down as love turns to dust<br>I was joking she took me serious<br>Yes, serious<br><br>This was the last time that I was ever going to call you<br>I told myself I wouldn't let you back in<br>But here I am dialing, trying