2pac - So Many Tears lyrics
I shall fear no man, but God
though I walk through tha valley of death
I shed so many tears
Please God walk with me...
back in Elementry, I thrived on misery
left me alone I grew up amongst a dying breed
as my mind couldn`t find a place ta rest
untill I got that Thug Life Planted on my chest
tell me can ya feel me ?
I`m not liven in tha Past, Ya wanna last
Be tha first ta blast, remember Kato
no longer with us he`s deseased
call on tha sirens, I seem him murdered in tha streets
now rest in peace
Is there heaven for a `G` ?
remember me, so many homies in tha cemetary
shed so many tears
[Chorus]
Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
Now that i`m strugglin` in this business
by any means, label me greedy gettin green
but seldom seen
and fuck tha world cuz i`m cursed
I`m havin visions of leaven here in a hurst
God can ya feel me ?
take me away from all tha pressure and all tha pain
show me some happiness again
i`m goin` blind
I spend my time in this cell, ain`t livin` well
I know my destiny is hell, where did I fail ?
my life is in denial
and when I Die, baptised in Eternal Fire
shed so many tears...
[Chorus]
Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
Now i`m lost and i`m weary
so many tears, i`m suicidal, so don`t stand near me
my every move is a calculated step
ta bring me closer
to embrace an early death now there`s nothing left
there was no mercy on tha streets
I couldn`t rest
I`m barely standing, bout to go to pieces, screaming peace
and though my soul was deleted, I couldn`t see it
I had my mind full of deamons tryin` ta break free
they planted seeds and they hatched sparking tha flame
inside my brain like a match, such a dirty game
no memories, just misery
painting a picture of my enemies killing me in my sleep
will I survive till` tha morning ta see tha sun
please lord forgive me for my sins
cause here I come...
[Chorus]
Lord
I suffer through tha years
and shed so many tears
Lord
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
Lord knows i`ve tried, been a witness ta homicide
drive-bys taken lives, little kids die
wonder why as I walk by
Broken hearted as I glance at tha chaulk line, gettin` high
this ain`t tha life for me
I wanna change
but ain`t no future right for me
i`m stuck in tha game
i`m trapped inside a maze
see this Tangaray influenced me ta gettin crazy
disillusioned lately
i`ve been really wanting babies
so I could see a part of me that wasn`t always shady
don`t trust my lady
cause she`s a product of this poison, i`m hearen noises
think she`s fucking all mah boys, can`t take no more
i`m fallin` to tha floor
beggin` for tha Lord ta let me in Heavens door
I shed so many tears...
[Chorus]
Lord
I lost so many peers
and shed so many tears
I lost so many peers, shed so many tears
[fades...]
I suffered through tha years and shed so many tears
